Ok I don't feel I explained myself properly.
I abhor writing the idea literally fills me with dread. In My school when the year 8s are having there vaccinations I get confused as to why they think that its painful. Try writing for 6 minutes with my hand then they wouldn't mind. It literally feel like someone's had a go at acupuncture on my wrist only with white hot needles. And then people ask me why I don't scream in pain at the slightest cut? Writing is an abomination.
So once we have got the idea its painful lets move on to the fact that its illegible. My teachers struggle to read it and at my friends party she got me to write something so the rest of the people could have a go at deciphering it ( it was a bit insulting since on a friend of hers who I have been writing a story with had just said "I couldn't care less" when I had just tried to explain about my dyslexia and dyspraxia as an explanation of my appalling grammar and punctuation- super insulting since she had been complaining about it to my friend and she had done previous stuff like give me death threats when I accidently did something) they all had a good laugh about it and yes it is quite funny and if it causes me that much inconvenience the least I can do is get a good laugh out of it.
Ok so got the idea of painful illegible writing? ( thanks to dyspraxia and dysgraphia- I always find the fact one of my problems has graphs and its name funny since graphs are my ultimate torture along with tennis- but its to dyspraxia so I normally just call it that ) Now lets add in what dyslexia adds to this. For those people who pass the being able to read it challenge there is the grammar punctuation and spelling. My friends get so annoyed at this its so simple apparently anyone can do it ( My friends probably sound like vampires at the moment there really nice honestly they can just go a bit crazy sometimes and since I normally brush off everything they find it tricky to know when it hurts) but if letters like switching around how can I help it? when you say I spelt Hecate wrong I have been reading it as hectate for the past 3 or so years. Once I have done all the corrections and combed over it the letters think its fun to spin around my skull and I mean I am thinking about something when a letter will bob happily past.
I am so glad I get to use a laptop for my exams but writings not a pain it is execrate !